I love My grandmother Loads.She reminds me of the sunrise; I forget how beautiful she is until I get the opportunity to see her!
Saturday, September 18, 2010
A Part of the Love of My Life
I love My grandmother Loads.She reminds me of the sunrise; I forget how beautiful she is until I get the opportunity to see her!
Monday, August 9, 2010
Jesus is Lord.Repent, seek him. Hide his words away in your heart. Live Christ-like, be Holy. If you know God's commands and still choose not to do them you are sinning and wicked. Its not too late, repent, put your sinnful ways aside and seek the glory and goodness of the everlasting God. When your gone it will be too late! You could be gone today,then it will be too late, Repent, or perish! To be wicked is to know the commands of God and not do them.
God is storing up his wrath against the wicked and they will be wiped away. Wake up from the illusion. The son of God has come to show us the way to his father. His name is Jesus, he said "The ONLY way to the Father, is through the son," jesus said we must turn from our wicked ways and seek after riteousness and, Holiness.We must be patient, kind, put envy aisde, die to youthful lust, not lie, or cheat or steal. These things bring about death. God commands it. These things are not of him. He is who he says he is. Before anyman comes to Christ, sin is his master. The wages of sin is death, but jesus was sent so we wouldn't have to receiv...e that salary. Through believing in Christ we receive eternal life.If you want jesus, and the precious gift he brings, close your eyes and pray:
Welcome to Christ's kingdom. Now take the gospel to man!
God is storing up his wrath against the wicked and they will be wiped away. Wake up from the illusion. The son of God has come to show us the way to his father. His name is Jesus, he said "The ONLY way to the Father, is through the son," jesus said we must turn from our wicked ways and seek after riteousness and, Holiness.We must be patient, kind, put envy aisde, die to youthful lust, not lie, or cheat or steal. These things bring about death. God commands it. These things are not of him. He is who he says he is. Before anyman comes to Christ, sin is his master. The wages of sin is death, but jesus was sent so we wouldn't have to receiv...e that salary. Through believing in Christ we receive eternal life.If you want jesus, and the precious gift he brings, close your eyes and pray:
Lord, I know I don't deserve such a precious gift because of my sinnful
nature, but Lord you sent your son to show me who I truely am, and how life
should be. I accept that you son died for me and 3 dayslater rose from the grave
and conqured death bringing with him victory and faith for all man to do all
things for your glory. Jesus you are Lord and my God. Use me to do your will
above all else. Open the eyes of my heart Lord.
Welcome to Christ's kingdom. Now take the gospel to man!
Saturday, July 10, 2010
My Litterary Idea
I am writing this book, I have been convinced that I should do it. Here is a sample of the first chapter:
A sharp sting just clanged deep from within my body, in my lower left side, resounding like a gong. I have frozen in mid-step because this pain is too unbearable to move through. Freezing is a reaction so primitive, but so instinctive. I cannot scream, because I cannot breath. What began as a sharp poke has now began groaning into a explosive corrosion of my internal body, so it feels. I am silence, as I stand, eyes wide mouth shut. Impatiently, I am frozen stoically watching seconds pass on this dark woody trail. swiftly my eyes are cascading quickly across the landscape looking for a remedy, but all that I see in these dark woods are tall pines, a neatly groomed dirt trail that I am standing on and my frosty breath in the quietly chilled night air. I am alone, in that, I am alone with no one to call out too or tell of this sudden onset of agony. Me realizing my solitude has taken my mind from the pain for a number of brief seconds realizing I have no one to tell of this agony has reminded me of the agony once again. Suddenly, like day and night, just as soon as the pain started, it has ceased. With the pain gone I quickly built up the courage to move from my frozen state; suddenly it felt like needles shot from my kidneys to my spine once again, feelings of white hot magma sploshing around on my internals made me beg for mercy, deep groans of mercy erupted from my chest. None heard me wail, because the wilderness was thick. My heavy groaning and this deathly torture caused me to become intensely light-headed, and nauseous. Has somebody poisoned me? It feels like my chest is beginning to lock up, as if there is a steal wall around my lungs preventing me from breathing. I can‘t recall what the poison could have been because I‘m too in pain too think strait. As my almost whispering calls grew mute, I am sinking to the ground. I tried to fight for my balance but gravity has won. Now laying on my face I clenched the pine needles that lay on the ground in front of me, hoping for salvation, there is nothing.
A heavy numbness begins consuming me as I lay on the source of the pain. The added pressure of my weight allows me to feel the percussive beating of my heart trying to circulate blood to the internal oddity. The pain is steadily waning, but I can not move even with the recovery of the homeostasis. My body is becoming heavier with each continual exhale. In my prostrate position I feel the soft forest floor and can almost taste the sweet smell of the pine, yet I am unable to respond or move. Mentally I am completely aware of my surrounding and the current situation, although I have lost physical touch with my motor skills. A complete physical paralysis has over-taken me. “Move Christian, move! Hands, feet, knee, MOVE!” I thought, I was screaming it in my mind trying to get my body to respond. Nothing. I am still laying baron on the ground. The pain had now died down quietly, but the heavy paralysis is now consuming me, I felt as if I were growing heavier and sinking into the ground. My body was slowly shifting. First my feet began to drag downward, pushed hard into the ground. My heart leaped as I realized my body was receiving consciousness. The movement crawled toward my knees and then up my thighs, as I felt my jeans bunch up toward my crotch. “I’m sin..sinking!” I screamed in a thought! The dirt of the earth made its way up my stomach while my shirt rolled up because of the reverse friction and my assumptions were verified. I could feel the cold night ground scratching at my ankles as my jeans receded toward my knees. I began to feel sick realizing I was being pulled into the ground my some unknown force against my will. I began trying to resist but my efforts were futile, I could not move! My lower half was now almost completely engulfed by dirt as the ground began to consume me.
I can hear my heart beating, faster and faster, a rapid tribal beat..
Well that is all you need for now. Check it out later, ill post more.
Falling Asleep
Ch.1
A sharp sting just clanged deep from within my body, in my lower left side, resounding like a gong. I have frozen in mid-step because this pain is too unbearable to move through. Freezing is a reaction so primitive, but so instinctive. I cannot scream, because I cannot breath. What began as a sharp poke has now began groaning into a explosive corrosion of my internal body, so it feels. I am silence, as I stand, eyes wide mouth shut. Impatiently, I am frozen stoically watching seconds pass on this dark woody trail. swiftly my eyes are cascading quickly across the landscape looking for a remedy, but all that I see in these dark woods are tall pines, a neatly groomed dirt trail that I am standing on and my frosty breath in the quietly chilled night air. I am alone, in that, I am alone with no one to call out too or tell of this sudden onset of agony. Me realizing my solitude has taken my mind from the pain for a number of brief seconds realizing I have no one to tell of this agony has reminded me of the agony once again. Suddenly, like day and night, just as soon as the pain started, it has ceased. With the pain gone I quickly built up the courage to move from my frozen state; suddenly it felt like needles shot from my kidneys to my spine once again, feelings of white hot magma sploshing around on my internals made me beg for mercy, deep groans of mercy erupted from my chest. None heard me wail, because the wilderness was thick. My heavy groaning and this deathly torture caused me to become intensely light-headed, and nauseous. Has somebody poisoned me? It feels like my chest is beginning to lock up, as if there is a steal wall around my lungs preventing me from breathing. I can‘t recall what the poison could have been because I‘m too in pain too think strait. As my almost whispering calls grew mute, I am sinking to the ground. I tried to fight for my balance but gravity has won. Now laying on my face I clenched the pine needles that lay on the ground in front of me, hoping for salvation, there is nothing.
A heavy numbness begins consuming me as I lay on the source of the pain. The added pressure of my weight allows me to feel the percussive beating of my heart trying to circulate blood to the internal oddity. The pain is steadily waning, but I can not move even with the recovery of the homeostasis. My body is becoming heavier with each continual exhale. In my prostrate position I feel the soft forest floor and can almost taste the sweet smell of the pine, yet I am unable to respond or move. Mentally I am completely aware of my surrounding and the current situation, although I have lost physical touch with my motor skills. A complete physical paralysis has over-taken me. “Move Christian, move! Hands, feet, knee, MOVE!” I thought, I was screaming it in my mind trying to get my body to respond. Nothing. I am still laying baron on the ground. The pain had now died down quietly, but the heavy paralysis is now consuming me, I felt as if I were growing heavier and sinking into the ground. My body was slowly shifting. First my feet began to drag downward, pushed hard into the ground. My heart leaped as I realized my body was receiving consciousness. The movement crawled toward my knees and then up my thighs, as I felt my jeans bunch up toward my crotch. “I’m sin..sinking!” I screamed in a thought! The dirt of the earth made its way up my stomach while my shirt rolled up because of the reverse friction and my assumptions were verified. I could feel the cold night ground scratching at my ankles as my jeans receded toward my knees. I began to feel sick realizing I was being pulled into the ground my some unknown force against my will. I began trying to resist but my efforts were futile, I could not move! My lower half was now almost completely engulfed by dirt as the ground began to consume me.
I can hear my heart beating, faster and faster, a rapid tribal beat..
Well that is all you need for now. Check it out later, ill post more.
The Wonder Bread Revolution
The reason I named this blog 'The Wonder Bread Revolution' is because it is time that we begin to wonder. To go deeper into ourselves and start harvesting these gifts and abilities God has put inside of us to help change the world. We are becoming a perishing generation because of our lack of self control and education. Think about this, what would your life be like if you lived everyday of it as you did today? Every single day? Would there be progress, productivity, happiness or joy? Love, pain, sloth? Would you be in bed all day, wondering aimlessly, or maybe a chronic masturbater? Well Educated, did you study all day? Or Closer to God, constantly seeking Him. Or becoming the president of the United States of America, or maybe manager of a McDonald's, just as equally prestigious if that's where your heart lye's?
Secondly I'm not here to shove religion down your throat. This is not a religious blog. But let me say I do believe in Jesus. He is my source, my happiness and my peace. I believe he is the only begotten son. I believe His Father is the I Am, and i believe in the Holy Spirit. I believe all things are possible through Christ. ALL THINGS. Ill explain that later but like I said, I'm not here to shove anything down your throat. Just to get my thoats out of my head and to share them with you. But I will share my experiences with Christ and how I believe he has changed my life. I'll explain my testimony: from struggling with drug abuse, sexual addiction, being a slave to someone else because of fear, and enduring mental and physical abuse, almost dropping out of school. But overcoming all of these obstacles by relying on Jesus Christ day in and day out. I am who I am because of what Jesus Christ did with his own life.
I want to challenge you to evaluatue yourself, to look in the mirror at night and see the person underneath the nice clothes or the filthy rags. To see the heart of yourself, to want to love everyone around you regardess of reace, belife, weight, style, job title, income, or where they live. To see them just as you see yourself. And then be able to love them as you love yourself.
Lets munch on some Wonder Bread...
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